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desire to have children
For a long time I have thought that having a kid would be not be possilble, but there are people that will take care of my child. My partner is there, my sister supports me enormously, and she would, as much as necessary, be a mother figure for our child.
My partner and I have over the years, not talked much about a child: we saved each other from that. With us, the first question is how the pregnancy will go. I will use self-semination, because I will naturally not want to infect my partner. We practice safe sex and never have sex without a condom.
We always weigh the risks facing us. I am going to breastfeed. The baby will also be born via caesarian section: I have to do that because of my problem with coagulation: my blood does not clot sufficiently.
I think often on how the pregnancy will be, but I intend to really enjoy it. The first weeks after the birth will be difficult (waiting for the test results). My preference is for me to have girl, but that is not so important. My dream is to find a little of myself in my child.
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